I have no desire to live?

Well, I don't know if this will help though I feel the same, I feel like even trying to earn money is stupid because no one knows if you'll die in an accident tomorrow or anything. I think people like us have more of an ability that makes us realize what's going on around us and makes us try to do only reasonable things. We dont try to get involved with the race of life that no one even realises the reason why they are racing.